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[29 May 2006|08:14pm] [ mood | hyper ] THURSDAYS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. THEN POOL PARTY. FRIDAY= KALEES HOUSE :) saturday...something sunday= graduation. 3 DAYS LEFT!!..of exams. Comments: razor to wrist.

[21 May 2006|02:19pm] [ mood | bouncy ] Well, people hate me, and I dont really give a shit. Ive realized Ive never really trusted anyone in my entire lifetime, and now I know why. Its so hard to find a best friend now and days who will tell you straight up to your face what they feel, not go around and talk shit behind your back. I want someone to have an intelligent conversa­tion with and a boy to actually focus on my face when we`re talking, not my chest. Im tired of people thinking they know me, because honestly, they really have no idea. Im not as ditzy and dumb and I may seem sometimes. Im not completely oblivious to whats going on around me. I know what Im doing, its just sometimes I dont care. I can tell when Im being fucked over and what not, I just dont always say anything because I get my revenge on people when the time is right. Yeah, I can be a sneaky little bitch, but more than likely if I have a problem with you, Ill say it straight to your face. And if I dont, I have a good reason. But I WONT go around people`s backs and make shit up and spread rumors. Im not like that. I hate when people are that low; no one deserves to be talked about and have shit made up about them no matter what you may have done. Comments: razor to wrist.

[24 Mar 2006|09:16pm] [ mood | shit. ] You scored as Perfect Girlfriend. You're the perfect girlfriend. You're the kind of girl that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy places (though that would be nice)Just hanging out with him is enough to make you happy </td> Perfect Girlfriend 69% Motherly Girlfriend 44% Sensitive Girlfriend 38% Bad Girlfriend 25% Not interested Girlfriend 6% Which Kind of Girlfriend are You? created with QuizFarm.com im so lame. ________________________________________ Comments: 2 cuts - razor to wrist.

surveys are for losers♥ [24 Mar 2006|08:47pm] [ mood | cranky ] Name: courtney Birthdate: 2/19 Birthplace: wyandotte Current Location: newport Eye Color: green Hair Color: brown Height: 5'2 Weight: 118 Piercings: ears and soon belly button! Tatoos: none Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nope Overused Phraze: dude, lol FAVORITES Food: poptarts and cookies and french toast Candy: laffy taffy [i dont really like candy all that much tho] Number: 27 Color: purple Animal: flamingo and giraffe Drink: diet 7up and pepsi Alcohol Drink: uhh..probably mikes hard lemonade, strawberry margarita, or the "punk rock" beer lol Bagel: apple crumb cake Letter: Z Body Part on Opposite sex: stomach<33 This or That Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or BurgerKing: subway Strawberry or Watermelon: watermelon Hot tea or Ice tea: neither Chocolate or Vanilla chocolate...i guess Hot Chocolate or Coffee: hot chocolate Kiss or Hug: depends Dog or Cat: cat Rap or Punk: both Summer or Winter: spring Scary Movies or Funny Movies: scary [cuddling♥] Love or Money: love..but some $ is good to YOUR... Bedtime: whenever..but usually not to late Most Missed Memory: being a little kid Best phyiscal feature: boobs..haha. I hate them. First Thought Waking Up: the time Goal for this year: get good grades and get in shape Best Friends: The Agents♥ and DerekBaker, MikeManor, and NickPenly Weakness: boys nad falling in love Fears: trains, NEEDLES, the dark, clowns Heritage: shit. Longest relationship: 3 months ha. HAVE YOU... Ever Drank: yup Ever Smoked: yup Pot: nope Ever been Drunk: yup Ever been beaten up: nope Ever beaten someone up: nope Ever Shoplifted: yup Ever Skinny Dipped: yup Ever Kissed Opposite sex: yup Been Dumped Lately: nope IN A GUY/GIRL Favorite Eye Color: green or blue Favorite Hair Color: pretty much anything Short or Long: medium-ish Height: taller than me Style: not gangster Looks or Personality: both are nice. Hot or Cute Either works for me Drugs and Alcohol: sure Muscular or Really Skinny: really skinny♥ RANDOMS Number of Regrets in the Past: too many What country do you want to Visit: paris How do you want to Die: sleeping Been to the Mall Lately: feww weeks ago? Do you like Thunderstorms: yes Get along with your Parents: most times Health Freak: sometimes Do you think your Attractive: im not ugly, but im not pretty. at least i dont think Believe in Yourself: yeah Want to go to College: yes Do you Smoke: quit. Do you Drink: on occasion Shower Daily: most days Been in Love: yes Do you Sing: yes but not very well Want to get Married: yes Do you want Children: yeah Have your future kids names planned out: Devon [something] and Krystyn [something] Age you wanna lose your Virginity: when im good nad ready to. Hate anyone: kayla. jennifer. die. CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! Comments: razor to wrist.

[24 Mar 2006|08:15pm] Name Courtney Lynn Sex lady Age 15 Hair Color brown Eye Color green Height 5'2 Your Heritage crap. Siblings 2 Your Best Friend the agents♥ Single Or Taken single Do You Do Drugs no Do You Drink sometimes Favorite.. Color purple Food poptarts & cookies Boy Name Devon Girl Name Krystyn Animal flamingo & giraffe Sport vollyball and tennis Have You Ever... Smoked yep Skinny Dipped yep Seen Your Crush Naked yeah Lied yeah Fallen For Your Best Friend no Been Rejected yes Rejected Someone yes Done Something You Regret YES Current.. Clothes tee, wife beater, and jeans Music none at the moment Smell berry cool body spray Fav. Band probably bullet for my valentine Desktop Picture a deer [not my computer] Annoyance my brother and his friends Are You.. Understanding most times Open-Minded sometimes Interesting maybe Random yes very Moody yeah Organized yes Shy sometimes Difficult yeah Attractive you tell me.. Obsessed not really Opposite Sex.. What Do You Notice First hair Best Eye Color green or blue Best Hair Color black Short Or Long Hair medium-ish Best Height taller than me Best Weight not fat Best Clothing Style not gangster. Just Some Last Questions.. Last Movie You Have Seen At The Theatre i dont remember Fav. Cartoon spongebob or fairly odd parents What Did You Have For Breakfast nothing Could You Live Without Your Computer possibly Do You Dye Your Hair never have Who Makes You Laugh The Most pretty much anybody. I laugh all the time Do You Wish You Were Younger nope Do You Have Any Crushes not at the moment Do You Like Highschool its not that bad Do You Want To Get Married hopefully What Are Your Thoughts On Love i want to find someone that ACTUALLY loves me! Number Of Times Your Heart Has Been Broken 1 Do You Get Along With Your Parents most times Do You Cuss yeah Do You Ever Wish You Had Another Name yeah..krystyn Number Of Close Friends 5 Have You Ever Had A Crush On A Teacher no Have Any Tatoos no but i want one Do You Have A Secret People Would Be Surprised By problably not Are You A Virgin yeah..well half What Theme Does Your Room Have none How Do You Feel Right Now im in a bitchy kind of mood Whats One Of Your Bad Qualities i bite my nails and i dont always tell people that i dont, that I dont like them..but most times i do Whats One Of Your Good Qualities I can keep a secret if asked Last Time You Cried In School labout a week or two ago For Or Against Long Distance Relationships if it works.. Ever Cried Over The Opposite Sex yeah Do You Believe In Love At First Sight no Favorite Thing In Your Room i dunno Your Nickname(s) shortney, agent 22, more. CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! Comments: razor to wrist.

update! finally [24 Mar 2006|07:44pm] [ mood | bitchy ] Well. Greg and I have been broken up for over 4 months now..I just havent updated. Lifes good I guess. Im still lonely and my cat just broke cable box for or tv so now Im pissed off. But anyways, lifes been the same: school, home, boredem, the works. Tomorrow Im staying the night at lindseys snd hopefully sunday Ill be doing something else but I dont have any plans yet. We just got this new kid at our school and hes pretty attractive. I havent talked to him yet, but I will. And it kind of needs to be soon because hes a senior. And I have nothing else really to write about so Im out. peace ♥ Comments: razor to wrist.

[24 Sep 2005|02:25pm] OH SNAP greg and i are back together :) and i dont hate him. i love him very much. ppl talk shit and it pisses me off. but im over it now. :) ♥ Comments: 1 cut - razor to wrist.

[24 Sep 2005|02:23pm] [ mood | crappy ] this was a survey. A gay surve. So it has been deleted. Comments: razor to wrist.

[12 Sep 2005|05:48pm] [ mood | crushed ] I HATE GREGORY ALLEN POPPE! were broken up... In the beginning of our relationship he cheated on hollie small with me. Last friday he got drunk and was all over this one girl chelsea. and a few weeks ago he went to a football game and was all over this one chick from a different school. Krystyn [his ex]and his best friend shaun came over and hung out for a while with me and comforted me cause im a douche and still like him..and i dont want to. Krystyn said he cheated on her twice before so she hates him to. People are like you can do so much better than him anyway. idk but in a wierd way i still kinda like him cause before i found out about all this cheating he was like so perfect. but now hes a dick.. This is why i rarely have boyfriends. They all suck and say shit to make you want to get in bed with them and then they blow you off like your nothing. fuck em all Comments: razor to wrist.

[10 Sep 2005|10:42am] [ mood | nauseated ] I love Gregory A Poppe with alllll of my ♥ <3 Comments: 1 cut - razor to wrist.

[14 Aug 2005|07:51pm] gay entry. deleted. Comments: 1 cut - razor to wrist.

[06 Aug 2005|10:53pm] theres a kid named brittan with a mohawk out front of my aunts house and hes hot as fuck ♥ omg. greg...im sorry. jk Comments: razor to wrist.

[06 Aug 2005|10:49pm] [ mood | bored ] Bored as fuck... at my aunts house. havin jello shots. this ladies car got stolen. drama, drama, drama. fuck. gregs up north. i havent seen him in days. im grounded for going to nicks. life is hell. im not starting drivers ed this fall as planned. damn. school starts in 23 days. i have lots-o-money...kinda. i need a cell phone and a life. i want to go to the wayne fair but im grounded. i missed my lovers party for fucking drama. i miss mickey a lot. and greg a lot more. im complaining...ok im done. lets fuck. I LOVE G.A.P! ♥ Comments: razor to wrist.

[23 Jul 2005|08:50pm] [ mood | shit ] gayface. Comments: 4 cuts - razor to wrist.

[23 Jul 2005|08:37pm] [ mood | i gotta pee ] i got pics on my info page but i couldnt figure out how to make it a link so...its on my info page. im a loser. Comments: 2 cuts - razor to wrist.

Qs and answers..i guess [05 Jul 2005|09:54pm] [ mood | i have no life. ] What is your name? Courtney How old are you? 14 When is your Birthday? february 19 What is your zodiac sign? pisces Where were you born? Wyandotte, MI Where do you live now? Newport,MI What color eyes do you have? Greenish/hazel What color hair do you have? Light brown How tall are you? 5'3 How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies) 110 What is your race? White/caucasian What is your worst fear? The dark, clowns, needles, old barns, a lot more. Do you smoke? Do you drink? Do you cuss? Fuck. Te he Do you use drugs? Hugs not drugs. Have you ever or will you ever steal? Candy..and other stuff like that. Are you dependable and/or trustworthy? I try to be most of the time. Do you play in a band or play an instrument? Im learning gee-tar and I play clairinet :/ Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings? My ears..so far. If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be? I haven’t really thought about it Do you suffer from depression disorder? Manic depression If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be? While I was asleep..or something painless Have you ever tried to commit suicide? nope Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else? I used to cut cause I thought I had it bad..hmm What subculture do you belong too? ? Are you evil? I rather sweet actually. heh Do you believe that you can be possesed? Yea..kinda Are you a paranoid person? Sometimes I can be Do you ever get jealous of somebody else? Umm yeah Are you obsessive and/or compulsive? Certain things I guess I am obsessed with.. Are you a violent person? I like blowing things up. Do you take your anger out on other people? Not really Do you blame other people for your mistakes? Be honest..or so I try.. What is your favorite game? Basically video games What is your favorite movie? I don’t have one..but I like scary movies a lot. Who is your favorite band? I like a lot of bands. What is your favorite song? At the moment..i guess fall out boy “sugar were goin down” What kind of books and/or magazines do you read? JTHM-comic, I don’t really read a lot of books tho What is your favorite color? PURPLE!! What is your favorite food? I don’t kno but ive been on a health kick lately…? What is your favorite drink? Te he..um pepsi... Do you own a pari of converse? YAY! Purple and black and more to come. Do you own a pair of dickies? Not ne more but I will soon :) Would you ever kill yourself or someone else? Nope..ill get over them. Are you a virgin? Yes! Hmm.. Are you kinky? Uh sure. Do you like biting? Yes and licking. Te he Do you masturbate? Do you care? Do you watch pornography? ... Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color? Purple and probably more colors soon. Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way? Uhh no Are you hyper active person? No but I wish I had more energy sometimes. Are you religious? Kinda..catholic but I don’t really have a clue about ne thing. Do you have any self inflicted scars? Yea..on my wrist. Does pain turn you on? Not really Do you stand for originality and creativity? yep Do you like meeting new people? O yes! I love new friends :) What do you like most about life? Nothings that great about it. What do you dislike most about life? Being me..but at the same time I like it. ? hmm Do you believe in love at first fright? Umm sight..no. Have you ever pierced a body part yourself? My belly button but I started crying so I stopped. Im a loser. Have you ever had to beg for dinner money? Only when im EXTRA hungry. Usually always. j/k Do you own a car? Nope but I start drivers ed this fall. :) Have you been to jail, yet? No and I don’t want to go there. Im a wuss. But ill still kick your ass. ;) Are your clothes held together with safety pins? No..thread Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows? No..i haven’t moshed yet but one day.. Have you ever vomit while making out? Eww..fukn sick. no Have you held a job for less than a day? I never had a real job. Do you own more than two pair of jeans? yea Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason? Like what? Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house? Nope im still here. Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude? no Does the world piss you off? Sometimes...most times actually. Comments: razor to wrist.

[11 Jun 2005|10:44pm] [ mood | determined ] LJ Friends Meme by coolerq • You must tell 7 people about this game. • greg is the one that you love. • josh is one you like but can't work out. • You care most about nick. • lindsey is the one who knows you very well. • derek is your lucky star. • forever is the song that matches with greg. • sugar,were goin down is the song for josh. • toxicity is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind. • and jude law and a semester abroad is the song telling you how you feel about life Take this quiz i love this thing!!! ♥ Comments: 1 cut - razor to wrist.

[11 Jun 2005|10:06pm] [ mood | determined ] I THINK I HAD THE BEST DAY OF MY FUCKING LIFE...so far...you see i went to this pool party and the greg<3 was there. i spent most of my time talking to him b4 we got in the pool. the we went in this big blow up cube and he kept purposely tipping it to where i would fall on top of him he would fall on top of me. the last time he tipped it i just laid there and he laid right on top of me. we laid there like forever and he put his arm around my waist:) so cute. i was so close to kissing him and then fucking ppl came and ruined it! but n e ways..we got out and he was trying to teach me how to play guitar but im not a very patient person so i gave up...and i sat on the couch and talked with him for a while.we left and i gave him a piggy back ride up the hill..which was quite hard cause i am very much out of shape. god i love him so much and i finally realized he likes me...a lot. hopefully something comes out of all of this...or ill be quite pissed off. ♥ p.s. yesterday was my lucky day...things happened with greg<3. i saw a shotting star...and made a wish about greg. and i got a fortune cookie that said 'you will gwt what you want throug your charm and personality'. and what do i want?...greg<3. Comments: 1 cut - razor to wrist.

[27 Apr 2005|09:28am] [ mood | crushed ] Im in 2nd hr...and im bored. Comments: 1 cut - razor to wrist.

[29 Mar 2005|09:08pm] [ mood | crushed ] ......i love a guy...... ...that doesnt love me...and it hurts. i seriously hate fucking guys right now. Comments: 6 cuts - razor to wrist.

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